More Rain

As you can probably gather from the title of this post, it is raining again today. I don't know what we are going to do to pass the time. A movie perhaps? I've been dying to go see The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, but Emily has been reluctant to go because she hasn't read the books.

Today is Wednesday. I am here Thursday, Friday, and then I leave on Saturday. I really hate having to count down the days until I leave. I am really going to miss this place and all that it represents for me.

This is of course painfully obvious, but my head would be in a total other place if my father hadn't died. I know that I'm going back to Japan in a few days, but I am really confused as to what my next step should be. More school? Come back to Saipan? Go back to Florida? Stay in Japan?